Smart and Insightful yet Stupid
I am in a constant battle with my mind. I go from thinking that I am special for being “intelligent” to realizing that being aware of my being special is, in fact a sign that I am just seeking attention and simply something I like thinking about myself. then I realize that being aware of that fact counter-acts itself, and I am stuck in an endless paradox of myself. I have not yet learned how to stop and just say “it doesn’t matter”.
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